The Beginning

I'm starting fresh with this blog. I first started it a couple of years ago and my writings quickly deminished. Now, I have a baby on the way and have been thinking a lot about how important it is to keep a record of me and my husbands life. Hopefully someday our Baby will want to look back on this time and want to know more about what me and my husband's life was like before they arrived. It will also be a good way for me to let out a lot of the emotions I have been feeling lately.


Today started out as an emotional roller coaster ride, but eventually turned into a beautiful afternoon spent with my husband. Without his love and devotion I do not know how I would be able to steady my uncontrollable emotions. After spilling out my burdened heart to him he took me out for frozen yogurt and a drive to the river. Something about being at the river, hearing the water flowing down the rocks, the smells, and all of the beauty brings an amazing peace to my soul. All of it made the tears that I cried only hours before seem silly. How could I claim to be so unhappy when I have everything I always dreamed of. I have a husband who loves me unconditionally, a home, a cute little dog who likes to curl up in my lap, and a little baby on the way. Nothing else should matter. This is something that I need to continually reflect on throughout the next days, months, and even years.